Nov 12, 2004 18:07
I haven't written anything here in a long time. I guess I have just been wrapped up in other stuff. So, update on me:
My first college deadline is the 15th so I have everything done exept for the essay. I just think I need to be more concrete about my experiances but the ideas and words are good. Then I have to send it out and make sure that I really do have everything they need. I am really scared about it. I want to get in so that a) I get to go to this really good pretty school b) so that this whole application thing will be over and c) so I can forget about school and just get back to my life and being less stressed.
Today was Fallfest; it was so fun. We won "yaaaay!" Some people had really great outfits and they weren't just seniors. It was just over all great. I like my school over all. I think that when it comes right down to it we are a smart and nice group of kids who realy does care about each other and the world. For the few members of our school who aren't like this, weel I feel sorry for them.
I did step arobics and took a shower so now I am clean and calm if not a little tired. I am going to the movies later so it is ok if I am half asleep.
I only have two grades that are not some sort of "A," in English and Science. I am determined to actually retain the info we learn in science and therefore raise my grade.
The truth is that most of the stuff I fret over isn't a big deal over all. So I am going to try to take a chill pill. Now there is some stuff that is in the big issue pile, but I can't do a damn thing about that suff so I shouldn't worry too much. The goal here is to excersise more, get some work done, take care of myself, and change the way I act sometimes.
About that last one. The thing is that there seem to be two important parts of me. On the one hand I am this person that is most commonly found during lunch, work, and Creative Writing. Then there is this person who creeps arrong akward social situations and some of my classes. I am not sure what to do about her. I think that next year I'll try to leave her at home, but part of that is that I need to do something to change the way I act sometimes. Yea.