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My life is getting more and more complicated. I just don't have the energy to give a shit anymore. I need time off from eveything, but I can't get time off because THIS IS MY LIFE. I can live it or die. This sucks. I am miserable all the time and I never can make myself go to sleep so I am always tired. Sometimes I can be happy for a little while, but most of the time I just feel sardonic. I don't like the way that there is no one who is alot like me. I am the only person I know who is like me. I guess that should be a good thing but right now it isn't. I wish I had someone who liked the same stuff as me and thought the same way as me. I think that maybe I join clubs so I can feel like I belong. I think that is why I like work. I want to just cry but there is nothing to cry over. Even if I had a good, long, sob fest, I would still feel this way.
Who cares what my weekend has been like? I don't.
Who cares what my weekend has been like? I don't.