fear is the heart of love
Wow, did I abandon this thing or what?
It's funny going back and reading because everything is about Brown. Brown this, Brown that. At look at this, I didn't even end up there.
I don't even know where I am now. I'm at Emmanuel, yes, but my life just feels like it's floating and I keep reaching out to get a handle on it but it floats a little bit to the left. Eh, I don't even know what I'm talking about.
Here's what I do know today.
Sometimes I hate my capacity to love.
I miss my friends.
I miss Jazz.
I hate circumstance.
I wish things could just feel safe again (I miss him)
It's funny going back and reading because everything is about Brown. Brown this, Brown that. At look at this, I didn't even end up there.
I don't even know where I am now. I'm at Emmanuel, yes, but my life just feels like it's floating and I keep reaching out to get a handle on it but it floats a little bit to the left. Eh, I don't even know what I'm talking about.
Here's what I do know today.
Sometimes I hate my capacity to love.
I miss my friends.
I miss Jazz.
I hate circumstance.
I wish things could just feel safe again (I miss him)