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So, monday is my 21st birthday, and I'm not sure how to feel about that.
I'm excited of course, but then again... I feel like I'm seriously growing up. Most things don't feel like any kind of milestone to me. Driving, turning 18, having the first real love of my life, living with somebody. So far everything has felt like a natural step, progression... All of a sudden it hits me that 21 is somehow huge. Not because I can go to bars and drink. Whatever... Like I haven't been drinking for a while. (mostly in moderation, I promise) Who knows... Maybe it's just one of those epiphone type moments. "lightbulb" You need to actually do somthing with your life. Take that promotion the've been offering you... Get a better job. Move to a better apartment. Move to a house. I dunno.
All of a sudden I just feel older.
I'm excited of course, but then again... I feel like I'm seriously growing up. Most things don't feel like any kind of milestone to me. Driving, turning 18, having the first real love of my life, living with somebody. So far everything has felt like a natural step, progression... All of a sudden it hits me that 21 is somehow huge. Not because I can go to bars and drink. Whatever... Like I haven't been drinking for a while. (mostly in moderation, I promise) Who knows... Maybe it's just one of those epiphone type moments. "lightbulb" You need to actually do somthing with your life. Take that promotion the've been offering you... Get a better job. Move to a better apartment. Move to a house. I dunno.
All of a sudden I just feel older.