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I wonder sometimes if it all doesn't mean anything. All that we say, want, do, need... Unless somebody or something is there to fill some of those needs and wants... I'm horribly confused about what steps to take, rocky uncharted ground and all... I'm not down or anything, just very confused, eager, anxious. I want and need so deeply, but does it mean anything to anybody but me? I'm starting to think that no, it doesn't. And now, how might I even begin to deal with that realization...? HA! who knows... Not quite a hidiously lonely feeling, but not great either. More an assessment, a conclusion, an action... I think I'm getting the assessment part, not quite sure on the conclusion, therefore dumbfounded by the action.
Grrr....
Grrr....