Apr 05, 2006 09:09
Sometimes I really miss making them.
A lady earlier this week mentioned how her page sucks, and the guy won't update it etc.
And I found myself this morning, doing things that her webmaster should have done.
I checked out pages that sell similiar items and determined which ones were successful, which ones fit her needs, which would work for her products and client base.
But like, why? why am i even doing this. it's crazy. i think i'd probably be good at this, i know the steps to take, but there is something incredibly hard about not owning my design. i wonder if you can make the page and not create any logos for them. Avalon still uses my logo as theirs which they should of course but it's hard to see.
i think that, i'm starting to feel the pressure of getting everything together for school. I know it isn't until september, but I've been trying so hard to save money and my car is just taking that away, I don't know if i'll have the money by then. And then honestly as it nears, I get incredibly unsure if this is what I want to do. Do i actually want to do hair nad makeup or is it that I just want to be able to do my own hair and makeup?
I just want a job where I can look like myself and not have to hide who I am.