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last week sucked ass. this week has been kind of sucky as well. things are way too busy...so much stuff is due and it seems as though as soon as i dig myself out from under a pile of shit, more just gets piled on top.
yesterday i went to the doctor. what a great time. jesus i hate the dr. any of them really. they all do one thing or another that i find disressing. i did take care of something that i should've done a long time ago though. now its just making me feel like poop. i guess eventually i will stop feeling that way and actually feel like a regular person again. i'm sure the stress doesn't help so much.
it was very nice to wake up at 4am because i was so nauseated. i spent about 45 minutes trying to make myself feel better, but by that time it just had to happen. i puked for the first time in like 6 years. i hate it so much but i felt so much better despite the fact i didn't have anything in my stomach when it happened. that'll teach me to go to bed on an empty stomach. i'm just hoping that tonight will not be a repeat performance.
because of all that i needed some extra sleep and for whatever reason, going to yoga didn't sound like all that great of a time so i skipped. now i'm out 5 points of my final grade. man i suck. he must think that i'm not real devoted since i've missed class twice in 6 meetings. oh well just can't miss anymore.
at least my weekend was good. i got home at like 2 which is unheard of for me. i'm usually home around 5 or something. but i got to see andy and that was wonderful. i needed a hug after the shittyness of the week. on saturday i went to tiff's baby shower. i was kind of nervous about the ride there, thinking that i was just going to be with andy's mom. i think she's awesome, but i feel like such a freak trying to make conversation. i just suck. it turned out that i got to ride with all of the murrell women instead. that took the pressure off a bit, but it was still the first time i've been with andy's family without him there. i did have a great time though, and tiff was exactly how i imagined she would be in person. its strange to feel like you know someone so well who lives in a different country. i'm pumped that she liked her blanket, even though she got like 50 (but no other john lennon ones!). after the shower we were dropped off at andy's house and since andy had promised to take me out to dinner, that's where we went. he took me to pasquale's and it was cool despite our crazy mumbling waiter...probably worse than the one at harper's. you ok guys? ok guys. then we rented finding neverland, which i thought was awesome. i love the time period though so i wasn't surprised. plus, johnny depp was in it. so of course its great.
sunday wasn't a huge deal. i helped andy break tradition...i don't know how good that was, but it was nice having him at breakfast with my fam. it was kind of crazy and i don't really feel like i had a chance to talk to anyone, but i guess that's how it goes. then i drove us out to andy's aunt's house where i got to spend more time with his family (the ones who weren't sick anyway). they're really fun, but i always end up being worried about how i fit in. i'm silly sometimes. i'm sure i don't have anything to worry about.
i actually finished my work for tomorrow which is wonderful. i hate annotated bibliographies. now i just need to study for a test and finish my cool ass book.
maybe one day i can enjoy the weather.
yesterday i went to the doctor. what a great time. jesus i hate the dr. any of them really. they all do one thing or another that i find disressing. i did take care of something that i should've done a long time ago though. now its just making me feel like poop. i guess eventually i will stop feeling that way and actually feel like a regular person again. i'm sure the stress doesn't help so much.
it was very nice to wake up at 4am because i was so nauseated. i spent about 45 minutes trying to make myself feel better, but by that time it just had to happen. i puked for the first time in like 6 years. i hate it so much but i felt so much better despite the fact i didn't have anything in my stomach when it happened. that'll teach me to go to bed on an empty stomach. i'm just hoping that tonight will not be a repeat performance.
because of all that i needed some extra sleep and for whatever reason, going to yoga didn't sound like all that great of a time so i skipped. now i'm out 5 points of my final grade. man i suck. he must think that i'm not real devoted since i've missed class twice in 6 meetings. oh well just can't miss anymore.
at least my weekend was good. i got home at like 2 which is unheard of for me. i'm usually home around 5 or something. but i got to see andy and that was wonderful. i needed a hug after the shittyness of the week. on saturday i went to tiff's baby shower. i was kind of nervous about the ride there, thinking that i was just going to be with andy's mom. i think she's awesome, but i feel like such a freak trying to make conversation. i just suck. it turned out that i got to ride with all of the murrell women instead. that took the pressure off a bit, but it was still the first time i've been with andy's family without him there. i did have a great time though, and tiff was exactly how i imagined she would be in person. its strange to feel like you know someone so well who lives in a different country. i'm pumped that she liked her blanket, even though she got like 50 (but no other john lennon ones!). after the shower we were dropped off at andy's house and since andy had promised to take me out to dinner, that's where we went. he took me to pasquale's and it was cool despite our crazy mumbling waiter...probably worse than the one at harper's. you ok guys? ok guys. then we rented finding neverland, which i thought was awesome. i love the time period though so i wasn't surprised. plus, johnny depp was in it. so of course its great.
sunday wasn't a huge deal. i helped andy break tradition...i don't know how good that was, but it was nice having him at breakfast with my fam. it was kind of crazy and i don't really feel like i had a chance to talk to anyone, but i guess that's how it goes. then i drove us out to andy's aunt's house where i got to spend more time with his family (the ones who weren't sick anyway). they're really fun, but i always end up being worried about how i fit in. i'm silly sometimes. i'm sure i don't have anything to worry about.
i actually finished my work for tomorrow which is wonderful. i hate annotated bibliographies. now i just need to study for a test and finish my cool ass book.
maybe one day i can enjoy the weather.