Smile. Walk away. Go home and cry. Its just a bad dream.

Jul 27, 2003 01:07

I'm tired...but I can't sleep. All of this talk about God recently. There are so many different opinions and everyone is allowed their own opinion so I think that since there are so many.. it just shouldn't be talked about because it obviously just causes problems. But who am I to say anything... anyways... BLAH... that's what my life is right now... just blah. And as Angie and I were saying earlier... blah is not good... because you can't pinpoint the problem and fix it...so I guess I'll just wait until school starts and then my life wont be blah, it'll be stressful but still better than blah. I've been in such wierd moods lately... like all of a sudden I'll feel so sad and want to cry... but I wont know why... because my life's just fine... not terrible at all and I have so much to be thankful for. I guess I try to remember that when I get down...though it may not always help. I took this quiz today... and it actually made me realize something about myself.....
YOU SAID: "I THOUGHT YOU KNEW HOW TO GET THERE."

Eeps... you are not a very forgiving person. You are quick to blame others when something goes wrong. Even if it would be nicer not to point out someone's mistake, you usually point it out anyway. You seem sure of yourself, but underneath your righteous attitude is also anger or dissatisfaction that may be related more to insecurity than the actual situation you blow your top over. Try to be more understanding of others - and they will return the favor.
It's kind of right... I do always blame others rather than myself and I think I have many insecurities about myself and my life.... Its wierd how quizzes can do that for you sometimes.... just because of one thing you would pick to say or your favorite color... things like that. As gullable as that may seem that I believe in quizzes.... whatever they can be right on sometimes.
I'm such a wierd person. It's like... I could analyze so many of my thoughts and tell you that I'm not a strong person, and I let people walk all over me sometimes, and I need to stand up for myself, and I'm a drama queen and make a big deal out of everything, and I can be overly nice and happy at times, and I care way to much about what others think, and I worry too much... and I could go even deeper into problems I have as a person... so I know whats wrong with me... I know my weeknesses and I can admit to them... but somehow I can't seem to do anything about it... I can't seem to change... I dont know it's wierd. My mom wants me to go to a counselor... but I already know whats wrong with me... so it's a waste of money... yeah well this entry was stupid and really didnt talk about anything... sorry for wasting the space... haha

-Sarah
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