Apr 30, 2007 16:26
of being lonely
of getting my hopes up, then being let down...consistantly
of letting my guard down and being hurt
of the boy who ruined things: fuck you...you have no idea what you did, none...and you walk around like everything's okay...it's not...you're lucky I didn't call the cops...you did put me in counseling you asshole
I think I finally found a nice one...but I've been shit on so many times...and this last thing that happened...it's hard to trust people...I keep expecting the worst...and most likely he just wants to be friends...
I just don't want to get hurt anymore...I want to be worth something to someone...