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[sarahbear2009]

I want to find MY someone! i want to find that inspiration, that one person i can always count on, to know they'll be there! Now, i am not sayin i deserve it, i am not that arrogant, but i need someone to listen, to notice, to CARE!!!! Every1 needs that, especially in these troublesome teenage years, where all ppl. care about is superficial. Now, i am not saying there aren't non-superficial ppl. out there, it's just... i haven't met any(guys, i have a BUNCH of awesum girl friends lyk that, but let's face it, they are no replacement). I want to feel that warmth, i want the deep hole in my heart to heal. I want to tell ppl. i am happy and mean it, to actually SMILE for real for the first time in my life. I need this so i can be me, so i can be confident in myself. i need sum1 who actually understands me! So i don't just "scoot on by" in life. When i see all these happy couples in love, it makes me somewhat scared to think i might never find MY someone, and that i might never have my own kids to teach all this to.

Mend my broken smile
<333 Sarah