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John's gonna make me a layout, yay!!!!!!! i <3 u John!!! but that is totally random, anyways, i read my comments today and saw that Alyssa comented, i was disturbed by it becuz i reallized how big of a fuckin bitch i can be,lol. I would jus lyk to say that i have changed as have most every1 else and i am sorry Alyssa for being such a bitch back then(in fact come to think of it i was prob. PMS'ing) but that doesn't excuse my words, i didn't mean them directly to u, i was just jealous! I was looking for a reason to hate u, becuz i was sad and mad at the world!I am sorry for taking that pain out on u! why do ppl. have to be so shallow!!! damn!!! I know this won't make much of a difference, and I am not asking u to be my friend or nething or forgive me, but just to hear me out and consider it. ok well this is getting kinda long, and i am repeating a lot of wat i said, so i will jus go regret my stupid fucking entry , so ok, bye i guess!