life is strangely calm right now.
soo... i'm updating. about what? i'm not sure, i guess i'll write as i think. so i'm going to clevelend the first week of december to get a bilateral lavage. i'm not really worried; i guess its the fact that everyone else is worried that concerns me. i'm not sure whats happening. i'm.. i think i'm becoming apathetic. i really really don't like that. i guess its just when you've got that much going on its all you can do, if that makes any sense. i guess i've been on edge lately. i don't know if its because i'm like subconsciously sterssed out or if i'm actually just stressed out. next week is a three day week. that makes me so happy. i watched a molly ringwald movie today and it made me cry. i'm such a doof. oh yeah i also realized what i want to be when i grow up (haha that sounds so lame!). anyway, i want to be a political commentator. i had that *epiphany* while i was watching the election results come in tuesday. but yeah.. i think that would be fun because i love politics and i love debating and i just think that would be an exciting job. i don't really know why i update in this thing anymore because nobody ever comments. maybe thats just because everyone is as busy as i am. ahh well.