when you sleep next to me..
it's weird because i feel like i have turned into a bitter person. years ago i gave up gossiping for a while. not for lent or anything...just to stop it. i thought it was crazy and wanted to stop doing it. i think now about giving up gossip. i feel like 99% of my life is gossip, but most of it is actually about me.
i wonder why people have the idea that they need to analyze my life. why can i not make my own decisions? why can i not do what i like? i hate when people judge me. but much more, i hate when people try to tell me how to live my life.
remember that time we wanted to make an album full of pictures and we drove around cypress just taking random pictures of ourselves? we ran out in the barn behind that house and took cute pictures. we tried to capture moments with the sprinkler and moon, but the flash wouldn't allow that.
i miss being sure of myself. i miss walking down the halls without people staring at me or mumbling underneath their breath.
i want to graduate. i want to grow up. i'm tired of this.
i wonder why people have the idea that they need to analyze my life. why can i not make my own decisions? why can i not do what i like? i hate when people judge me. but much more, i hate when people try to tell me how to live my life.
remember that time we wanted to make an album full of pictures and we drove around cypress just taking random pictures of ourselves? we ran out in the barn behind that house and took cute pictures. we tried to capture moments with the sprinkler and moon, but the flash wouldn't allow that.
i miss being sure of myself. i miss walking down the halls without people staring at me or mumbling underneath their breath.
i want to graduate. i want to grow up. i'm tired of this.