i've got to get away.
i am so confused. my life doesn't make sense. i want to run away. i want to hide and cry and scream and stop all of this nonsense. i want to be free, but at the same time i know that i don't think that i can right now. maybe i wasn't cut out to be in charge of things. maybe i should have never taken on so much in life. i want to run away. far far away.