Dec 14, 2006 19:21
you know...thinking back on this semester, i do believe that it has been the most difficult semester in my life. not with school, but with my understanding of things and people. people have definitely failed me in their friendship and people have back-stabbed me. people lie straight to me face and seem to be okay with it. i think about what defines a true friend and i think of certain qualities. however, i don't think that because two people are going different ways in their lives, they can no longer be friends. this semester i went a lot of different ways than other people. i sought individuality. i sought making a difference. but the only difference some people see is that i think i'm better than them. let me just be honest. i don't think i am better than anyone. i think everyone has something good about them that is unique specifically to the individual.
i think that sometimes in life, when you change....your friends also have to change. i find that sad. i'm glad i have made a lot of new friends, but i miss the old.
i still don't know how i got nominated for homecoming queen.
some people are back-stabbers and some people are two-faced. sometimes i fall into these categories.