growing up
when do you get to that point in life when you realize you really are too old for some things? or maybe that you really have missed out? i am sort of feeling like there are so many things i really want to do before i graduate, but now i am at the point where i just can't fit it all in. i wonder why i feel the need to fit it all in before i graduate but i guess it's because as of now i feel supported and although i like this feeling, i am also wanting to be on my own.
grad school is one thing that has been on my mind a lot lately. should i go or not? i can't decide. my first two choices initially were/are st. edwards and UT. however, recently i have been thinking that actually going out of the state would be really nice. i've always wanted to live somewhere that i've never been, so why not try now? the north is beautiful and seriously i would love to live somewhere without humidity.
spanish. i've always wanted to learn. i can fit 3 more classes into my schedule and have up to spanish 4, which still wouldn't make me bilingual or anything, but definitely give me the background knowledge. i also really want to take some time to go to mexico to really learn the language.
i also really want to learn how to bartend or waitress. i just feel like either would be a good learning experience.
i want to work at a summer camp at least one more time. i am assuming that would be next summer.
i also want to take a tap-dancing class and i want to run in a marathon.
if i could take back some things...i might have chosen a different college or a different major or different summer decisions...and this is why from now on i really want to enhance every single moment i have before i am unable to live freely. but does getting married and having kids mean i can't live "freely?" i don't think so.
grad school is one thing that has been on my mind a lot lately. should i go or not? i can't decide. my first two choices initially were/are st. edwards and UT. however, recently i have been thinking that actually going out of the state would be really nice. i've always wanted to live somewhere that i've never been, so why not try now? the north is beautiful and seriously i would love to live somewhere without humidity.
spanish. i've always wanted to learn. i can fit 3 more classes into my schedule and have up to spanish 4, which still wouldn't make me bilingual or anything, but definitely give me the background knowledge. i also really want to take some time to go to mexico to really learn the language.
i also really want to learn how to bartend or waitress. i just feel like either would be a good learning experience.
i want to work at a summer camp at least one more time. i am assuming that would be next summer.
i also want to take a tap-dancing class and i want to run in a marathon.
if i could take back some things...i might have chosen a different college or a different major or different summer decisions...and this is why from now on i really want to enhance every single moment i have before i am unable to live freely. but does getting married and having kids mean i can't live "freely?" i don't think so.