beauty is only skin deep
today was pretty eventful. we went to the galleria, which was pretty fun and i ice-skated with my cousin for like 45 minutes. i hadn't ice-skated in 10 years, but it was really fun. i think ice-skating would be a fun date-type thing...outside in the winter at night, but today it was still fun, and i never even fell, thank goodness. then my mom, sister, and i came home and watched ms. congeniality 2 and then man of the house with my whole family. i liked them both.
lately i have been in a really good mood, for the most part....but there is one thing that has sort of been bugging me. i haven't been content with my looks. it's weird because i didn't focus on that at all this summer, but now that i am home, i am thinking a lot more about it and everytime i look in the mirror, i just see flaws. it's weird...i'm normally not like this. i hope this phase passes...very soon. seriously, you cannot be happy with yourself on the inside, if you aren't pleased with your appearance on the outside. atleast i can't anyway. and normally i will look in mirror and smile and just thank God for anything i notice at all that day, like my eyes are more blue than normal or something...but lately...it's like geeez i wish i didn't have that or this....who am i becoming? i will not become a person who is disgusted with their own self image. i refuse. God has created us unique and i know that. i am thankful for that. seriously.
i really want a day where i can just sleep and have no reason to wake up. i know that sounds lazy. but seriously...just one day. i want to sleep....a long time.
i'm so thankful i'm not in high school anymore. i just love college. end of story.
lately i have been in a really good mood, for the most part....but there is one thing that has sort of been bugging me. i haven't been content with my looks. it's weird because i didn't focus on that at all this summer, but now that i am home, i am thinking a lot more about it and everytime i look in the mirror, i just see flaws. it's weird...i'm normally not like this. i hope this phase passes...very soon. seriously, you cannot be happy with yourself on the inside, if you aren't pleased with your appearance on the outside. atleast i can't anyway. and normally i will look in mirror and smile and just thank God for anything i notice at all that day, like my eyes are more blue than normal or something...but lately...it's like geeez i wish i didn't have that or this....who am i becoming? i will not become a person who is disgusted with their own self image. i refuse. God has created us unique and i know that. i am thankful for that. seriously.
i really want a day where i can just sleep and have no reason to wake up. i know that sounds lazy. but seriously...just one day. i want to sleep....a long time.
i'm so thankful i'm not in high school anymore. i just love college. end of story.