The girl who cried wolf

Apr 12, 2009 16:55

So,
Christmas eh? That was a long time ago! Was going to say I can't believe I haven't updated since then, but those of you who know the assorted and multiple craziness that has been going on in my life recently will totally get why it's entirely believable that I haven't updated!! A lot of the craziness is either done or has abated somewhat, which leads me to the title of this post.

Every few months I seem to pop up and say 'haven't been around much but I'm so going to try to update and get writing again' then I often write some half-arsed crap (which I didn't even finish yet *cough* LMTW) then disappear into the ether again for a while.

I'm hoping this time it will be different. It's been a mental couple of years for me in lots of ways but I keep finding myself yearning to be properly back in this community and at the moment am feeling very inspired to write again. First off I want to finish the half-arsed piece of crap that is Little MIss Tightly Wound (I will explain my reasons for calling it that in a minute). It's been hanging over me for too long and with the inspiration of Eliza in Domme gear from this weeks Dollhouse (I have TOTAL girl crush on her btw) I can hopefully get it out of my hair.

Then I want to move on to writing some 'real' stuff. I think the reason I keep drifting away from writing (and thus the Spuffy community), aside from R/L stuff (and boy howdy that's been a BIG factor) is that I've become disillusioned with writing PWP. I can read it til the cows come home, then I'll read it to the cows but it's just not doing it for me writing wise anymore. I have about three or four stories which are almost fully formed in my head with plots and everything and I really want to make a concerted effort to get these stories out and told.

I really don't want to be crying wolf again, but I never know what is coming next R/L wise and so I'm not making any promises (to anyone who is reading this and actually still remembers that I write and wouldn't mind reading more :P ) but hey this is live journal so I just thought I'd have a ramble to myself and there's the added bonus that maybe folk might have thoughts on any of my prattling.

I'm also hoping (but not making any promises) to be doing a lot more commenting and keeping up with my online friends - I miss you guys!

*off to work on the half-arsedness*

writing, realisation, little miss tightly wound

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