i've been thinking about a lot of things lately.
there are so many people in my life that i miss so incredibly much.
i want so badly to be on good terms with everybody.
i'm sorry if i ever shut anyone out of my life..
or if i was rude and unkind.
i want to live a fulfilling life.
i want to talk to everybody and experience everything.
and i bought an amazing cd yesterday,
blonde redhead - misery is a butterfly.
soo happy.
Pink Love.
I won't bind my strings to you,
but build my world beside you
Watching you draw a line
Some say you are, you are
Just like a butterfly
Whose broken wings will spread
To softly feel your mood
Over the blue blue sky full of you
Pink love, pink love, pink love.
Just like a fairytale
My only reason, naturally
starts to get to me
pushing my way through
the mesh of life
I want to kiss the sickness of mind
my heart, without reason,
sunken to deep dissapointment.
spreads over universe
with a knife
i want to bleed out distress like this
It's not just a fairytale painted by me
It's not just a loneliness between you and I
If on magic mountain you find you can't breathe..
then stay and don't look back
to the blue woven sky.
Storms of the petals are pouring down
Pushing their way through our pink love
So many polka dots painted by me
Spreads over the universe for you and I
I want to kiss, pink love
Pink love.
I want to kiss, pink love.
In my mind
I state myself
The clock is ticking without you
Some may say illness..so called
so called love.
The sickness of mind.