Mar 09, 2005 11:23
i'm getting to be a tan bitch.
it's hott. literally.
so last night i smoked again. for the first time in like 3 months.
isn't that horrible? ugh. i was feeling so sorry for myself that
i decided to stop and buy cigarettes.
but then after i smoked it, i was thinking, what good is this doing me?
i am smoking to get away from the pain i feel in my life,
and yet by smoking, i am causing my body real pain in the long run..
i scare myself. really.
so if anyone would like a pack of cigarettes minus one, lemme know, they're free.
xo.