new years...
so this year, i actually had tons of fun.. being surrounded by just a few people that love me, was priceless. and ofcourse we all had too much to drink. but hey, thats what new years is ALL about! oh and i got to kiss my awesome boyfriend at midnight (before he started puking..)
but all in all.. it was a pretty awesome night. i'm glad i got to spend it with friends :)
and ofcourse all the phone calls from the fam. we are corny, and we never skip a beat!
2004.. eek.. what a terrible, terrible, year it was..
i think i went through 5 boyfriends.. and 3 jobs..
yeah, it definatly was interesting.
regardless.. this year is going to be SOOO much different!
resolutions:
#1 lose weight, and eat healthy, and exercise tons
#2 stop smoking, for good, not even when i drink
#3 try and apolojize to all of the people that i hurt during 2004
(yeah, i realize #3 is a big one.. and going to be hard, but i would feel much better as a person if i apolojize to all the people, i really hurt..)
and i think this year.. will be good because i have Chris, and i feel that things between us are going to work out.. i'm pretty confident since we've already had a few bumps.. and smoothed them out with no problem.. i trust him.. which is a good thing, since my whole life i have had trust issues with every single individual i have been with in a relationship.. and we share things i haven't felt with anyone.
i'm just happy. and i can hope for the best.. right??
and i cannot wait to go back to school. i cannot wait to put my life back on some kind of a track. i am done thinking i'm too good for that. because in fact i know i am a smart girl, and i know if i work hard, i can reach my full potential. plus.. i have never felt closer to my family. even my dad. things just are better. which is incredible, because it has definatly been a journey. but like i love to say
'life IS a journey, not a guided tour..'
xo.
P.S. if you feel that i have hurt you in anyway this year..
please email me @ beachgirl5275@msn.com with your home address & nothing else.
thanks.
and
i'm sorry.
happy new year
but all in all.. it was a pretty awesome night. i'm glad i got to spend it with friends :)
and ofcourse all the phone calls from the fam. we are corny, and we never skip a beat!
2004.. eek.. what a terrible, terrible, year it was..
i think i went through 5 boyfriends.. and 3 jobs..
yeah, it definatly was interesting.
regardless.. this year is going to be SOOO much different!
resolutions:
#1 lose weight, and eat healthy, and exercise tons
#2 stop smoking, for good, not even when i drink
#3 try and apolojize to all of the people that i hurt during 2004
(yeah, i realize #3 is a big one.. and going to be hard, but i would feel much better as a person if i apolojize to all the people, i really hurt..)
and i think this year.. will be good because i have Chris, and i feel that things between us are going to work out.. i'm pretty confident since we've already had a few bumps.. and smoothed them out with no problem.. i trust him.. which is a good thing, since my whole life i have had trust issues with every single individual i have been with in a relationship.. and we share things i haven't felt with anyone.
i'm just happy. and i can hope for the best.. right??
and i cannot wait to go back to school. i cannot wait to put my life back on some kind of a track. i am done thinking i'm too good for that. because in fact i know i am a smart girl, and i know if i work hard, i can reach my full potential. plus.. i have never felt closer to my family. even my dad. things just are better. which is incredible, because it has definatly been a journey. but like i love to say
'life IS a journey, not a guided tour..'
xo.
P.S. if you feel that i have hurt you in anyway this year..
please email me @ beachgirl5275@msn.com with your home address & nothing else.
thanks.
and
i'm sorry.
happy new year