all you need is love...
so yeah.
it's been a while.
In relationships:
A)i have decided that i have no heart. and am completely incapable of loving a man.
OR
B)no one meets to the standards i have set.
..none of the past couple of guys have kept my attention longer than two weeks.. and i really just need to find a crazy spontaneous guy, that let's face doesn't fall in love with me after two weeks..
because the past few, have cried when i told them in all honestly that they were not the ones for me..
is something wrong with me? most likely not. i would hope. but i can only hope someday someone will intrigue me enough to want to stay.
or maybe i'll just start liking girls. lol.
In Employment:
Still currently working 3 jobs.
~homecare
~babysitting for gauld
~security
& hopefully will be quitting security soon to take a position as an aide for a special ed class @ maryvale.
In Education:
hopefully going back in the spring.. back to being indecided, but will enroll and take core classes until the fall just to get the ball rolling.. I miss school. a ton. and homework. who says that?
In Friendships:
where do i begin or end..? there have been few that are friends til the end, and they all know who they are. and the others are justs steps along the way. it's hard to trust some people, when everything you say and do, comes back to you, and not from their mouth. but god bless those lifer friends that i have needed by my side throughout it all.
In Everything Else:
excellent. life couldn't be better. cause i get to live it.
it's been a while.
In relationships:
A)i have decided that i have no heart. and am completely incapable of loving a man.
OR
B)no one meets to the standards i have set.
..none of the past couple of guys have kept my attention longer than two weeks.. and i really just need to find a crazy spontaneous guy, that let's face doesn't fall in love with me after two weeks..
because the past few, have cried when i told them in all honestly that they were not the ones for me..
is something wrong with me? most likely not. i would hope. but i can only hope someday someone will intrigue me enough to want to stay.
or maybe i'll just start liking girls. lol.
In Employment:
Still currently working 3 jobs.
~homecare
~babysitting for gauld
~security
& hopefully will be quitting security soon to take a position as an aide for a special ed class @ maryvale.
In Education:
hopefully going back in the spring.. back to being indecided, but will enroll and take core classes until the fall just to get the ball rolling.. I miss school. a ton. and homework. who says that?
In Friendships:
where do i begin or end..? there have been few that are friends til the end, and they all know who they are. and the others are justs steps along the way. it's hard to trust some people, when everything you say and do, comes back to you, and not from their mouth. but god bless those lifer friends that i have needed by my side throughout it all.
In Everything Else:
excellent. life couldn't be better. cause i get to live it.