a face without a name..
so i am currently unemployed. all my prospective goals and thoughts for what the fall would be like, are gone. all the money i thought i would be making to pay off my much needed hungry credit card bills is gone. i quit my job with no other job leads in mind. just had to get out of there. and now i am jobless. this week has just been filled with drinking too much, and applying to many different places. at this point, i will work anywhere (excluding all fast food chains) so if anyone has any suggestions, please do not hesitate. i need a job. i have found that sleeping all day no longer satisfies me, and that the thing i crave the most is helping other people.
so it looks as though, i might be going back to school in the fall. and not taking a semester off like i had planned. because in the long run school will benefit me in every way shape and form. and i'll be a nurse. and i'll get to do what i love all the time.
"my friends" it's kind of sad how life takes in directions you never thought it would. it's sad, how you can be so close to people for some time, and then within a matter of moments it seems, they are gone. i don't blame anyone, i just understand. we are different people together, and we are very different people apart.
i feel like my life has finally reached this point, where i turn around and look back and say "what the hell was i doing". i regret nothing. i was having fun at the time. but it's like all the sudden, i woke up. and here i am. and here you are. and we are in seperate books, and seperate pages.
i am thankful for all the years, moments, seconds to have had my friends, and our circle, and blessed to have gotten to share all those moments surrounded by people who geuinely cared at the time. and i will never stop thinking about you all. i will never stop loving you all as much as i have. and i am in no way trying to say this is the end.
this isn't the end. far from it. this is just growing up.
so it looks as though, i might be going back to school in the fall. and not taking a semester off like i had planned. because in the long run school will benefit me in every way shape and form. and i'll be a nurse. and i'll get to do what i love all the time.
"my friends" it's kind of sad how life takes in directions you never thought it would. it's sad, how you can be so close to people for some time, and then within a matter of moments it seems, they are gone. i don't blame anyone, i just understand. we are different people together, and we are very different people apart.
i feel like my life has finally reached this point, where i turn around and look back and say "what the hell was i doing". i regret nothing. i was having fun at the time. but it's like all the sudden, i woke up. and here i am. and here you are. and we are in seperate books, and seperate pages.
i am thankful for all the years, moments, seconds to have had my friends, and our circle, and blessed to have gotten to share all those moments surrounded by people who geuinely cared at the time. and i will never stop thinking about you all. i will never stop loving you all as much as i have. and i am in no way trying to say this is the end.
this isn't the end. far from it. this is just growing up.