Jul 08, 2004 22:53
i love chinese food. dumplings are my favorite. i love nestle strawberry milk. i love being sick. because my mom takes care of me still. i hate being sick. because it happens so often. i have heartburn and acid reflux. which makes eating a living hell. if i forget to take my pill for it. (which happens alot.)i work too hard for my job, and they have never given me the respect i deserve. or the money. i love helping people. i love seeing people smile at me. or laugh at me. i love that feeling inside just knowing for that brief instant i am making someone elses day better. i love my kitty. even though she is mean to everyone. i love the rain. i love driving my car. anywhere.. that isn't here. i love pink. i love the beach. i love sunburns. i love swimming the ocean. i am not a virgin. i like the smell of gas. i am the baby of the family. i miss my brothers and sister. my brother dan and his wife are 5 months pregnant with their first baby. i've been to hawaii. i went snorkling with 1,000 different kinds of fish. i've jumped off rocks into waterfalls. i've hiked soar valley too many times to count. i love to paint. and draw. and scuplt. and sketch. i love the beauty of the colors placed together so perfectly. i love to take pictures. i sing. at work. in the car. in the shower. everywhere. i find so much freedom in singing loudly. i live for attention from other people. sometimes i go overboard. i have drank too much already in my life. and i smoke alot when i drink. i smoke alot when i work too. unintentionally i have become a smoker. but now i will become a quiter. i've tried many diets. and i'd love to have some style and fit into clothes that they only make for girls that are a size one. i still love the way i look. i am confident. i am beautiful. i am outgoing. i love to laugh. i like to play scratch offs. i have a fish named troy. i always forget to feed him. i am forgetful. i love old people. someday i'll be nurse. i believe in heaven. i pray in times of need. i like to play volleyball. i love men. i love the smell of them. and love to look at them. i fall too fast. and get hurt even faster. i hurt. i cry. i break. i crumble. i cry at cheesy movies. or any movie. i dream everynight. when i sleep. i have a hard time sleeping. i cannot sleep without a fan. the noise is calming. i love hot chocolate. with marshmellows. i wear blue contacts. i love things that smell nice. i love roses. i love fake nails. i love to dance. any kind of dance. i love my friends. but hate the drama. i am a leader. but sometimes i am a follower. i love excitement. i love concerts. and rollercoasters. i hate being alone. i am in constant need. i like to go for long walks. i hate running. i hate rollerblading. i like comedy shows. i've been hypnotized. i miss my dog. i am trustworthy. i am an artist. i am creative. i am a hopeless romantic. i am a role model. i am a friend. an advisor. a listener. a companion. a teacher. a student. a hero. a victim. a heartbreaker. a broken heart. an adult. a child. a sister. a daughter. a grand daughter. a niece. an aunt. a unique shape. a smile. a feeling. a soul. a person. who are you?