another year over, and a new ones just begun..
so summing up good old 2003
chads hooker new girlfriend called me and threatened my life.
found out chad was cheating on me for %40 of our relationship.
and i suprised ? a little. but these are the kindof guys i date. the ones that treat you like gold for a little while but garbage in the end.
and i upset? a little jaded. but i could really care less.
had it out with all my friends. we all tore each others heads off like it was jerry seinfelds "festavis" yep it hurt alot. and we will all prolly never be the same. but people said things that needed to be said. and people learned things that needed to be learned. i dont know if our friendship will last very mush longer. but i twas good while it lasted. God only knows where will end up, so i'll leave it up to Him.
spent soem time with becky while she was home, it made me realize how much i miss that gurl, and im seriously considering moving out to edinboro.
i am going crazy with decisions.. i need to make up my mind with school and everything else. I need someone to give a back massage
been basically secluded from everyone and everything. ive stayed at JRs & Daves for like two weeks in a row now, cause i dont feel like going home. i think i might move in here if he lets me. theres a HUGE room, and he said i could bring my cat. whoop whoop . independence is finding me.
i feel so old this year for some reason. unexplainable but i just feel old. maybe its time for a job change. and tha tmight happen within a few weeks. moms getting a job at the hospital. maybe. if i ever go home.
so i spent new years eve out in fredonia with sara and chuck and alot of strangers. it was kinda lame. didnt drink. dont feel like drinkin much anymore. costs too much money..
sorry i missed the party miranda. i got coaxed into keeping sara compamy so she didnt have to make out with chuck. which she did anyway, so i felt even more out of place.
top 3 things i wont miss about 2003:
1 chad
2 fake friendships
3 a single bed
top 3 things to look forward to in 2004:
1 moving out
2 gettin my life in order
3 finding a new dude ;)
I MISS TUESDAYS WITH FLOWBEE.. oh and adam our dennys man
chads hooker new girlfriend called me and threatened my life.
found out chad was cheating on me for %40 of our relationship.
and i suprised ? a little. but these are the kindof guys i date. the ones that treat you like gold for a little while but garbage in the end.
and i upset? a little jaded. but i could really care less.
had it out with all my friends. we all tore each others heads off like it was jerry seinfelds "festavis" yep it hurt alot. and we will all prolly never be the same. but people said things that needed to be said. and people learned things that needed to be learned. i dont know if our friendship will last very mush longer. but i twas good while it lasted. God only knows where will end up, so i'll leave it up to Him.
spent soem time with becky while she was home, it made me realize how much i miss that gurl, and im seriously considering moving out to edinboro.
i am going crazy with decisions.. i need to make up my mind with school and everything else. I need someone to give a back massage
been basically secluded from everyone and everything. ive stayed at JRs & Daves for like two weeks in a row now, cause i dont feel like going home. i think i might move in here if he lets me. theres a HUGE room, and he said i could bring my cat. whoop whoop . independence is finding me.
i feel so old this year for some reason. unexplainable but i just feel old. maybe its time for a job change. and tha tmight happen within a few weeks. moms getting a job at the hospital. maybe. if i ever go home.
so i spent new years eve out in fredonia with sara and chuck and alot of strangers. it was kinda lame. didnt drink. dont feel like drinkin much anymore. costs too much money..
sorry i missed the party miranda. i got coaxed into keeping sara compamy so she didnt have to make out with chuck. which she did anyway, so i felt even more out of place.
top 3 things i wont miss about 2003:
1 chad
2 fake friendships
3 a single bed
top 3 things to look forward to in 2004:
1 moving out
2 gettin my life in order
3 finding a new dude ;)
I MISS TUESDAYS WITH FLOWBEE.. oh and adam our dennys man