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to be honest im just scared of everything right now.
i dont even know where to start.
...
well, i do know where to start, but i dont know how and im not going to anyway.
just, a huge part of me feels guilty for being so scared and sad, because, ive had my forever, i dont see there being a 'forever' anymore, with anything, as much as i would like there to be. but that doesnt mean that this isnt the worst feeling in the world.
i know this makes sense to noone but me.
but thats probably for the best.
i dont even know where to start.
...
well, i do know where to start, but i dont know how and im not going to anyway.
just, a huge part of me feels guilty for being so scared and sad, because, ive had my forever, i dont see there being a 'forever' anymore, with anything, as much as i would like there to be. but that doesnt mean that this isnt the worst feeling in the world.
i know this makes sense to noone but me.
but thats probably for the best.