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Today was a damn good day. Really, 2013 seems to be falling into places quite nicely. Yes, Cooper and I had some arguments and I spent some time crying, but today we actually talked about it for a while. It's really rare for him to show emotion and vulnerability, and it was really nice to have that conversation. He told me that I needed to cheer up, which was odd because today was pretty damn good, and I told him I was ok...his response wasn't what I expected. He told me that he wasn't ok, he felt bad because he was an asshole to me, he was sad about his grandpa, pissed and angry about life and stressed and he felt bad for taking it out on me. It was really nice to hear that. And then we laughed because as he said...we're both nuts. And boy, it's that true. But I like being nuts with him.
In other happy news, I may actually have employment. I'm trying not to get too excited about it until my butt is in an office chair, but yay! Major thanks to Hallie for telling me about this opportunity too! Data entry at a decent place for decent pay, and an opportunity to finally get out of this house. I need to get a hold of the woman at the staffing agency that the company uses so I can fill out paperwork, take a drug test, and choose a start date. Then after that I need to talk to Hallie Jo and see if she still wants me as a roommate! I'll be a good roommate, I promise! And I won't scare Penelope anymore, lol! Plus, I totally love the crazy blue paper in her extra room, so I'm kind of excited about that too! Haha.
Oh, and aside from Cooper and I smoothing things out and talking a bit, silly boy from OkC has been talking to me. Actually, several guys have...but the one I"m still idiotically interested in is the guy I went on a date with way back in July. Dumb Sarah put out on the first date, but he and I have randomly talked once or twice in the last few months, and I think if I'm actually down in Pittsburgh something more might happen. I'm nervous about his intentions, because I want to date, not just sleep with him, but I'm also not attached and would have no problem just saying, "Hey, this isn't what I want, tfb."
I was so nervous about 2013, but I really think it's shaping up quite nicely. And you know what, even if everything doesn't work out, I'm really focusing on seeing the positives and letting go of the negatives. And, I'm really starting to like myself a lot more. I'm trying to see more of the good in myself...personality and my physical being...and you know, I'm pretty cool. I'm not perfect, but who is? And those things I don't like...I can work on them and better myself rather than just getting down about them.
Go Sarah! 2013 is going to be a good year. Yes. :)
In other happy news, I may actually have employment. I'm trying not to get too excited about it until my butt is in an office chair, but yay! Major thanks to Hallie for telling me about this opportunity too! Data entry at a decent place for decent pay, and an opportunity to finally get out of this house. I need to get a hold of the woman at the staffing agency that the company uses so I can fill out paperwork, take a drug test, and choose a start date. Then after that I need to talk to Hallie Jo and see if she still wants me as a roommate! I'll be a good roommate, I promise! And I won't scare Penelope anymore, lol! Plus, I totally love the crazy blue paper in her extra room, so I'm kind of excited about that too! Haha.
Oh, and aside from Cooper and I smoothing things out and talking a bit, silly boy from OkC has been talking to me. Actually, several guys have...but the one I"m still idiotically interested in is the guy I went on a date with way back in July. Dumb Sarah put out on the first date, but he and I have randomly talked once or twice in the last few months, and I think if I'm actually down in Pittsburgh something more might happen. I'm nervous about his intentions, because I want to date, not just sleep with him, but I'm also not attached and would have no problem just saying, "Hey, this isn't what I want, tfb."
I was so nervous about 2013, but I really think it's shaping up quite nicely. And you know what, even if everything doesn't work out, I'm really focusing on seeing the positives and letting go of the negatives. And, I'm really starting to like myself a lot more. I'm trying to see more of the good in myself...personality and my physical being...and you know, I'm pretty cool. I'm not perfect, but who is? And those things I don't like...I can work on them and better myself rather than just getting down about them.
Go Sarah! 2013 is going to be a good year. Yes. :)