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Ok, it is time for me to stop being the crap-version of me that I've let myself settle into.
Goals:
-Stop being so fucking afraid of screwing up or trying something that doesn't turn out as you expect.
-On the same note, stop being afraid of letting things change. You're miserable, why wouldn't you WANT change? What the crap, Sarah.
-Like myself. If YOU like YOU, then it won't hurt so much when other people don't. And let's face it, you're damn awesome.
-Relating to that, work on the things that you don't like. If it's making you so damn depressed to have these things at least work on them so you can have hope and be proud that while it may not be ideal, you're working on making it better.
-Stop apologizing for things that you shouldn't have to be sorry about. Accept that you are not perfect...nor is anyone else. Don't be sorry for you, don't feel like you have to be afraid to be you.
-God dammit, stop being afraid of boys. AND DO NOT LOWER YOURSELF FOR A STUPID GUY. Seriously, wtf?
Now, make yourself a sweet-ass lay list of angry singable chick music and get your shit together!
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This entry is written like a 7th grader...one who has had far too much coffee. Ha.
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Lastly, I would like to thank Fiona Apple for reminding me that I can be crazy and weird and unapologetic and be myself and enjoy it.