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Ok, so there's no one online to talk to, and I need a place to just ramble until I feel better.
I'm in the process of dealing with a panic attack. And I'm trying not to cry.
All day I've been smelling weird things. Like, everything has a strange acrid smell to it. Most specifically my hands. I have not touched anything, I cannot locate the smell in my room...but it's still there. I stood in the bathroom and washed my hands for a good 15 minutes, still there. I took an hour long shower, washed myself with three soaps with all clean wash clothes, scrubbed my hands and face, brush my teeth with a brand new toothbrush, used two types of Listerine, used all clean towels...clean clothes, clean everything...and I can still smell it.
I know it's my medication. I know that's it. It has to be.
But I'm having a panic attack over this. And holding back tears. And my heart is finally starting to calm down, but it was really scary for a second.
Who has a panic attack over a smell? Me. I do.