Rational or Irrational?
I feel like all I ever do on here is complain, but there is reason to my madness. Honestly, I feel like I can't actually talk to anyone about this. I don't want people to think I'm crazy. All I've ever wanted to do in life is to help people. How can people accept my help if they think I can't even handle my own problems? And it's not like I have any ACTUAL problems....not that anyone knows about...so how could I talk to anyone about how I'm feeling?
I'll just type them out. Maybe that'll help.
I just want to get ahold of myself. I'm feeling so...overwhelmed by senseless emotions that don't make sense. There's nothing terribly wrong in my life. Well, some things aren't going to way I would have liked, but it's not like I'm doomed. Why do I feel so...I don't even know a word to describe it. I just want to escape it all. I really can't take these emotions anymore.
Why do I feel these emotions if there's no reason?
I think it's affecting the way I live. I don't feel passionate about anything anymore. I just want to give up on everything... I don't feel adequate. I'm so lost and confused. All I want is a pause button for my life so I can figure everything out without ending up screwing everything up like I always do.
It seriously feels like everything is spiraling out of control.
He's the only one keeping me sane...but I just have this feeling that the way I keep feeling is going to screw that up, too. How can he really want to stay with me when I can't get ahold of myself?
Why can't I just have rational emotions?
I miss the old me...the one that was fun and passionate. And even though she hadn't figured out all the answers, she took what she had and made something great of it. I feel like I can't do anything anymore. I just fail. Why try?
I feel like I'm missing out on so much of life because I can't get ahold of myself.
What's going to happen next?
I'll just type them out. Maybe that'll help.
I just want to get ahold of myself. I'm feeling so...overwhelmed by senseless emotions that don't make sense. There's nothing terribly wrong in my life. Well, some things aren't going to way I would have liked, but it's not like I'm doomed. Why do I feel so...I don't even know a word to describe it. I just want to escape it all. I really can't take these emotions anymore.
Why do I feel these emotions if there's no reason?
I think it's affecting the way I live. I don't feel passionate about anything anymore. I just want to give up on everything... I don't feel adequate. I'm so lost and confused. All I want is a pause button for my life so I can figure everything out without ending up screwing everything up like I always do.
It seriously feels like everything is spiraling out of control.
He's the only one keeping me sane...but I just have this feeling that the way I keep feeling is going to screw that up, too. How can he really want to stay with me when I can't get ahold of myself?
Why can't I just have rational emotions?
I miss the old me...the one that was fun and passionate. And even though she hadn't figured out all the answers, she took what she had and made something great of it. I feel like I can't do anything anymore. I just fail. Why try?
I feel like I'm missing out on so much of life because I can't get ahold of myself.
What's going to happen next?