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it seems im getting a little more lost each day. i'm not too certain that everything is as well as I thought it was or hoped for it to be. Everything changes as I expect them to just not the way I expected or even wanted. Perfect is a word that shouldn't exist. Really. What's the meaning of Perfect anyway? Isn't there always some sort of down side to everything, some flaw in everyone.
Im normally one to look at everything positively but somehow lately I just can't. It's just not working for me. I try and try to find the bright side in everything but not anymore. There isn't too much going on that I'm talking about but just a few things is enough to make me feel bleh. Sick. I wish it was easy just not to think about things but certain things I really just cannot help but think about. All this thinking though I must say is not good for me. It's making me sick, bringing me down or angering me in some way or another. I just want to leave for a little bit.
Im normally one to look at everything positively but somehow lately I just can't. It's just not working for me. I try and try to find the bright side in everything but not anymore. There isn't too much going on that I'm talking about but just a few things is enough to make me feel bleh. Sick. I wish it was easy just not to think about things but certain things I really just cannot help but think about. All this thinking though I must say is not good for me. It's making me sick, bringing me down or angering me in some way or another. I just want to leave for a little bit.