I Hate myself
I'm becoming my own worst enemy. I hate how I'm lazy, I hate my humor, I hate my memory, I hate my irresponsibility, and I hate how everything I do is just for a good time.
I hate my dad's rules. Want me to lay them out? You have to clean the entire house before getting to do anything. If you do something that they consider irresponsible, you get a month taken away from when you get to have the car, and you have to have 3 responsible things done before you get one month back. I'm at 4 months right now...Oh, and we have a timed internet time, and if we go over, we can't do anything for the weekend. We have to exercise 5 times a week, or we get money taken away from our allowance. We only get our grades money if everything on our report card is higher than a C. My mom's most recent one, no candles burning unless she's home... HOW FRICKIN GAY IS THIS?!?!? All I wanted to do was go to the Excel game tonight, and I can't I'm going to have to stay at Caroline's, and not that thats a bad thing, I just wish we could do something! And now that I have a F in Chemistry, my dad is NEVER going to leave me alone about it...he's going to want to "help" me. The last time he helped me with my homework, I was 6 and I cried... He's a horrible tutore. I'm tired of school, and I'm tired of my friends...I need a break from all of this..
I hate my dad's rules. Want me to lay them out? You have to clean the entire house before getting to do anything. If you do something that they consider irresponsible, you get a month taken away from when you get to have the car, and you have to have 3 responsible things done before you get one month back. I'm at 4 months right now...Oh, and we have a timed internet time, and if we go over, we can't do anything for the weekend. We have to exercise 5 times a week, or we get money taken away from our allowance. We only get our grades money if everything on our report card is higher than a C. My mom's most recent one, no candles burning unless she's home... HOW FRICKIN GAY IS THIS?!?!? All I wanted to do was go to the Excel game tonight, and I can't I'm going to have to stay at Caroline's, and not that thats a bad thing, I just wish we could do something! And now that I have a F in Chemistry, my dad is NEVER going to leave me alone about it...he's going to want to "help" me. The last time he helped me with my homework, I was 6 and I cried... He's a horrible tutore. I'm tired of school, and I'm tired of my friends...I need a break from all of this..