My life officially sucks! Because of the pain being so severe, I am now spending te majority of my time in bed. It sucks! I feel like life is passing me by and I am no longer included in it. It makes me extremely depressed.
I need to change my pain meds, but that takes time and it's hard. I've only just got used to these ones after 8 weeks of weening off my old ones and introducing these, and because these don't work and I have to go trough it again to try different ones again, arhhh it makes me wanna scream! New meds are always hard for me because I am severely allergic to many.
And I'm always scared that, I'll try something new and have a another bad reaction. It's so hard. Sucks.
Anyway, I just wanted to let everyone know what was happening with me, and why I haven't been around or made any art lately. I want to make some fanart soon, maybe when I'm feeling a bit better?! IDK. And I hate not being around. I miss my LJ friends, I really really do!
Well that's enough rambling, thanks for reading. I love you all!