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This weekend was my baby brothers going away party, going away to Iraq ::shudder::
I am plenty unnerved by this and can already tell that its not going to get any easier. I have a hard time thinking I won't see him for a year, I have a harder time thinking about where he will be. Things are kind of chaotic right now, there are major changes happening in my company, people leaving, people changing positions, etc. Currently I'm feeling somewhat uneasy, but overall I've been happy. Just today is one of those days I guess. I think also I'm a bit tired. I slept too late today. Anyway, enough of all that. I've been working my ass off at the gym, trying to EARN that boob job. Things with Brad are good, the more we talk, the more I feel secure with where we are at, and where we will go. I think my biggest problem is idealism. Too many ideals, too many stories, too many fairy tales I should say.
It's funny it didn't occur to me that I never write about "true love" until now. I don't believe in true love. I think it's a myth. I think that true love, the term itself is complicated and overrated. I think love is work, its true work and patience and time and understanding. I don't think that you just meet someone and say that they are your true love. I get the whole total compatability thing and I think it's boring. Blah Im done for today, gotta finish the new undercover story, sorry if you see me posting a lot and it won't let you read, hopefully this will be a good one!
I am plenty unnerved by this and can already tell that its not going to get any easier. I have a hard time thinking I won't see him for a year, I have a harder time thinking about where he will be. Things are kind of chaotic right now, there are major changes happening in my company, people leaving, people changing positions, etc. Currently I'm feeling somewhat uneasy, but overall I've been happy. Just today is one of those days I guess. I think also I'm a bit tired. I slept too late today. Anyway, enough of all that. I've been working my ass off at the gym, trying to EARN that boob job. Things with Brad are good, the more we talk, the more I feel secure with where we are at, and where we will go. I think my biggest problem is idealism. Too many ideals, too many stories, too many fairy tales I should say.
It's funny it didn't occur to me that I never write about "true love" until now. I don't believe in true love. I think it's a myth. I think that true love, the term itself is complicated and overrated. I think love is work, its true work and patience and time and understanding. I don't think that you just meet someone and say that they are your true love. I get the whole total compatability thing and I think it's boring. Blah Im done for today, gotta finish the new undercover story, sorry if you see me posting a lot and it won't let you read, hopefully this will be a good one!