Jul 12, 2005 10:51
Okay... so its been awhile since ive actually written something... lets see... umm, well ive been cleaning for my nana lately... making some money... which is good, and ive been babysitting too... my hair is still dyed blonde because i have to wait until my scalp heals from the burns... lmao, i really am a dumbass.... oh well... ive been going to summer school, which suprisingly isnt as bad as i thought it was going to be... and lately ive been really sensitive... which is weird, because most of the time i let things that people say go... but like the littlest thing i get upset over... its weird... anyways, im still single... but i guess i dont mind, because i dont want to go out with someone just because.... i want to have an actual connection with someone.... ya know, someone i can talk to about anything, and hang out with and always have fun... but i also dont want to be used... because ive been through that and it definitely sucks... i dont know, maybe single is the way to be for awhile... i mean i have some people that i like... but why the hell would they like me back? Lol... yea, thats my life... mmk, so today i was supposed to be going to Crystal Beach to meet up with deanna and lay on beach looking at all the hotties...lol, but i cant go now because my mother promised i would clean for her again... which i wouldnt mind if i hadnt already made plans... so yea... and then after cleaning i have no idea what im doing... so call my house if you have any ideas... Im OuT*
lOve aLways,
*Sarah*
-->nothing is more painful than realizing he meant everything to you... and you meant absolutely nothing to him... <--
Eventually I'll learn the difference
Between holdin hands...and fallin in love...
I'll learn that kisses wont always mean something
Promises will be b r o k e n just as quickly as they were made
And sometimes goodbyes really are forever .:. DeDiCaTeD.:.