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Still no job, and thinking about moving back to Cali since I have nothing to stay for. Sigh... It's lonely here too. No friends, no nothing. The computer is the only thing that really keeps me company. It's just sad and depressing. Everything here reminds me of Josh and the moments we shared together. It just hurts you know? Meh, Somedays i am okay and can get by without a hitch, but then others i just break down and cry. I hate this feeling. I just want it to go away. Maybe moving is better for me... I would have my friends, and be in a place i know like the back of my hand. But then i will miss Josh, and everything here. Bah, it's just stressing me out. I need a emotional vacation lol. All these feelings are hard to handle. Sleep is my only escape from them, but i can't sleep forever. Lol. Oh well. We'll see what happens.
Love to you all. <3