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so tomorrow is my last day of work, i'm really going to miss my work homies, they are fucking awesome! I'll be back to visit them in september when sarah gets married. I'm going to miss sean, God this is the hardest thing i've ever had to do, I hate breaking his heart, I love him so fucking much. But I have to move home, I can't waste anymore time moving on with the kid sarah...I want to go home, go to school, get a nice car, then who knows...who knows where the world will take me. I'm so glad I didn't go to college right after HS, I wouldnt have made it, the one i'm going into is a two year course and that should be perfect, I have a 3 year plan, basically go home, find a job, go to school and start from there, I'm giving myself 3 years to accomplish that and since i'm a procrastinator and i have a few loose ends to clean up before I start I think the time is perfect. God please help this work for me. Please. I'll miss a few people from saginaw, things have gotten distant between a few of my friends and I but its for the better, if I run into them along the road that would be amaizing. I wish everyone that I have met the best of luck, I mean that whole heartdly. You guys were great while I lived here!
I can't wait to go home, Im living with tiz and I think it will be amaizing. I really need to live with her, we are going to need each other. I cant wait to party with jenny, we have had a jillion good times and there are more to have. i cant wait to hang out with kiera, ill be happy to be able to take her down to the lake to feed the ducks or go to the movies with her or take her to the park, Ive missed out on so much with her! cant wait to see my grandparents and my mom and my brother! you have no idea how excited i am.
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
Be with myself in center, clarity
Peace, serenity
CHORUS
I hope you know
I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal
Myself and I
We got some straightening out to do
And I'm not gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
Big girls don't cry
Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry
VERSE 2
The path that I'm walkin, I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairy tales don't always have a happy ending do they?
And I forsee the dark ahead if I stay
CHORUS
I hope you know
I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal
Myself and I
[Big Girls Don't Cry lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]
We got some straightening out to do
And I'm not gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
Big girls don't cry
BRIDGE
Like a little school mate in a school yard,
We'll play jacks and Uno cards
I'll be your best friend
And you'll be my Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
Cuz I wanna hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret world
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late dark outside
I need to be with myself in center,
Clarity, peace, serenity
CHORUS
I hope you know
I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal
Myself and I
We got some straightening out to do
And I'm not gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
Big girls don't cry
Don't cry, don't cry don't cry
I can't wait to go home, Im living with tiz and I think it will be amaizing. I really need to live with her, we are going to need each other. I cant wait to party with jenny, we have had a jillion good times and there are more to have. i cant wait to hang out with kiera, ill be happy to be able to take her down to the lake to feed the ducks or go to the movies with her or take her to the park, Ive missed out on so much with her! cant wait to see my grandparents and my mom and my brother! you have no idea how excited i am.
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
Be with myself in center, clarity
Peace, serenity
CHORUS
I hope you know
I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal
Myself and I
We got some straightening out to do
And I'm not gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
Big girls don't cry
Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry
VERSE 2
The path that I'm walkin, I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairy tales don't always have a happy ending do they?
And I forsee the dark ahead if I stay
CHORUS
I hope you know
I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal
Myself and I
[Big Girls Don't Cry lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]
We got some straightening out to do
And I'm not gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
Big girls don't cry
BRIDGE
Like a little school mate in a school yard,
We'll play jacks and Uno cards
I'll be your best friend
And you'll be my Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
Cuz I wanna hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret world
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late dark outside
I need to be with myself in center,
Clarity, peace, serenity
CHORUS
I hope you know
I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal
Myself and I
We got some straightening out to do
And I'm not gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
Big girls don't cry
Don't cry, don't cry don't cry