a broken trust
Elaborate.
The identities of people are always changing in my head. People never turn out to be the way I expect them to. But, as I have learned so many times before, expectations should not be put on people. What is/was expected out of me?
There are so many questions racing through my head. I dont like my questions.. I dont like my thoughts. They always end with an un-pleasant, but yet, unavoidable conclusion. I want to wonder away from it all. I want to write the last page of this book.
Whats the point? Why try to win a losing game.. especially when the losing outcome is so easily predicted. Why try to tough it out to the end, when you know the end is coming?
The people you are closest to, are always going to let you down.
Imogen Heap/ Hide and Seek
Where are we? What the hell is going on?
The dust has only just begun to fall,
Crop circles in the carpet, sinking, feeling.
Spin me round again and rub my eyes.
This can't be happening.
When busy streets a mess with people
would stop to hold their heads heavy.
Hide and seek.
Trains and sewing machines.
All those years they were here first.
Oily marks appear on walls
Where pleasure moments hung before.
The takeover, the sweeping insensitivity of this
still life.
Hide and seek.
Trains and sewing machines. (Oh, you won't catch me around here)
Blood and tears,
They were here first.
Mmm, what you say?
Mm, that you only meant well? Well, of course you did.
Mmm, what you say?
Mm, that it's all for the best? Ah off course it is.
Mmm, what you say?
Mm, that it's just what we need? And you decided this.
Mmm what you say?
What did she say?
Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth.
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs.
Speak no feeling, no I dont believe you.
You don't care a bit. You don't care a bit.
Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth.
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs.
Speak no feeling, no I don't believe you.
You don't care a bit. You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.
anyway..
I told C. Wolfe the news today. He was mad..
No more track for me.
Tyra Banks is weird. She is talking about skinny models on her show 'The Tyra Banks Show", she is saying that models are too skinny, and they are unhealthy. That skinny models shouldnt be allowed to model... BUT she is the host of Americas Next Top Model. All the girls on that show are super skinny..
Yeah.. I just thought that was weird.
The identities of people are always changing in my head. People never turn out to be the way I expect them to. But, as I have learned so many times before, expectations should not be put on people. What is/was expected out of me?
There are so many questions racing through my head. I dont like my questions.. I dont like my thoughts. They always end with an un-pleasant, but yet, unavoidable conclusion. I want to wonder away from it all. I want to write the last page of this book.
Whats the point? Why try to win a losing game.. especially when the losing outcome is so easily predicted. Why try to tough it out to the end, when you know the end is coming?
The people you are closest to, are always going to let you down.
Imogen Heap/ Hide and Seek
Where are we? What the hell is going on?
The dust has only just begun to fall,
Crop circles in the carpet, sinking, feeling.
Spin me round again and rub my eyes.
This can't be happening.
When busy streets a mess with people
would stop to hold their heads heavy.
Hide and seek.
Trains and sewing machines.
All those years they were here first.
Oily marks appear on walls
Where pleasure moments hung before.
The takeover, the sweeping insensitivity of this
still life.
Hide and seek.
Trains and sewing machines. (Oh, you won't catch me around here)
Blood and tears,
They were here first.
Mmm, what you say?
Mm, that you only meant well? Well, of course you did.
Mmm, what you say?
Mm, that it's all for the best? Ah off course it is.
Mmm, what you say?
Mm, that it's just what we need? And you decided this.
Mmm what you say?
What did she say?
Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth.
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs.
Speak no feeling, no I dont believe you.
You don't care a bit. You don't care a bit.
Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth.
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs.
Speak no feeling, no I don't believe you.
You don't care a bit. You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.
anyway..
I told C. Wolfe the news today. He was mad..
No more track for me.
Tyra Banks is weird. She is talking about skinny models on her show 'The Tyra Banks Show", she is saying that models are too skinny, and they are unhealthy. That skinny models shouldnt be allowed to model... BUT she is the host of Americas Next Top Model. All the girls on that show are super skinny..
Yeah.. I just thought that was weird.