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I always thought it was dumb when people cried at work and I always thought I wouldn't be one of those people. But today it happened. Brian was working with me, like every Wednesday, and he's like, o hey, um, I don't know how to tell you this, but Steve fired Stacy. I felt like someone punched me in the ribs, I seriously thought I was going to be sick. Now, don't get me wrong, Stacy and I never really got along, but her getting fired means that I get to pick up her shit. And that means I have to pick up all her slack over winter break. This is the reason I just broke down and cried, I had gotten the 26-30 off to go visit my best friend in the world, my friend who has always been there for me, my friend who I haven't seen in like forever. I don't get those days off any more because Steve had a 'problem' with Stacy. Why? Of all the times to have a fucking problem with someone why all of the sudden? He couldn't have just waited the two weeks until after Christmas to get rid of her. Now not only will I probably never see my best friend but I get to work all break. I won't get to see any of my friends. I was so excited, my dad said I could go and my mom was ok with it, and now, someone I thought had no control over my personal life what so ever screws up the one thing I have been looking forward to since july. I feel absolutely horrible because Jannae is going to be crushed because we both need to see each other so bad. I don't know what to do...I just feel so empty now. what am I going to do? We had everything planned out and we were both so excited to see each other and it was going to be an amazing time. We were going to catch up on our Disney/Bond movie marathons, we were going to stay up until 4 talking about things only we find halarious, we were going to watch Backstreet Boys like we did back in 5th grade. Brain tried to make me feel better, he knew I was looking forward to my visit more than anything, and he told me that even though it looks like God has completely screwed you over, he always leaves a trap door, you just have to look hard enough to find it. So here's hoping after all the tears I have clear enough vision to see my trap door.