I'M A THESPIAN!!!!!!!!!!!
So, my week pretty much rocked my socks, minus some things that I can deal with myself. But tour was awesome. No way around it, so what if mimes were making out in the hallway, we rocked the house. Oh man, and I got to spend time with greg which is never a bad thing, and Jannae, hoe-skank-banger is totally out of the picture. And I got to help him with hhis make up, which yes was kinda weird at first, but it was cool. OH! The mimes got another job!!! If you're not doing anything next Saturday come and see us in the lights parade! It should be pretty sweet. Today was pretty cool too, I caught up in most of my classes, I only have a calc test, AP Bio lab, and Spanish quiz to make up which will be done after Monday. WOOO WHOOO!!! I'm so tired but I'm so awake and I wanted to go out tonight but my dad won't let me for dumb reasons and personally I'm getting sick of him putting me down. I mean I am happy with who I am finally, it has taken me forever to feel that way, I'm finally comfortable with how I look and I couldn't be happier with my friends and my social life right now. it has been a real long time since I've felt like this and my dad just can't handle that. It's like he can't stand to see me happy or independent from him. He can't stop pointing out that being a mime is a total waste of time and I could be working or doing something more productive. Well I'm happy being a mime, it something I really really enjoy. And hey, I'm a thespian now, how cool is that? But then he starts to get into my friends and how he doesn't like any of them and how he thinks I could do better. Well he crossed the line there and I stood up to him and now he's pretty pissed at me, but o well. And then he got the nerve to being to put down Greg in every possible way. Whoa there sir, whoa. That's when I decided to go down here and check my mail and listen to Jack Johnson. He's a very relaxing guy let me tell you. But yeah, so I'm guessing he's not going to be happy with me for awhile for talking back to him. But you know what, it felt damn good finally standing up for myself. Tomorrow is that conducting stupid thing, afterwards PLEASE PLEASE come to dinner with Sarah and me! It'll be so much fun! And then we can go to Leah's for some Dane. Word. Oh man, and I don't work Sunday which is awesome, thank you Brian! But I'll be doing homework to the max, but it's better then working! But one last thing before I go just a venting thing, most of you know about my crazy uncle. Now my crazy uncle has turned to violence towards my grandma and my aunts. He shattered a feeding tray totally cutting up my grandma's legs and he pushed around my aunt Tina so that she had to crawl out of the room in order to get away from him. Then she left the house and HE LEFT MY GRANDMOTHER ALONE AND FOLLOWED MY AUNT BACK TO HER HOUSE. OK, my grandma can't be left alone, she can no longer care for herself what so ever, she can't even walk, and he leaves her alone to berate my aunt at her home. My aunt lives an hour away from her mother's house. Hate is a very powerful word and I hate my uncle with all I am. I can not think of a more evil, selfish man on the entire planet. He is just a complete...I don't know what. But that's the end of my venting. Ok, I'm off to call all my mimes about our next job!!!!! That means I get to talk to Greg...that makes me smile like I smile when I feel pathetic but happy......you know what I mean Jannae! OH! Hey you, don't worry, if you want to go to LCC, go for it, it's what you want. I want to go to LSSU and my dad wants me to go to OU, but I refuse to give into his bullying, I have made up my mind and I have a plan, just like you, don't change what you want just to please others. And I know it'll be hard, but I believe in you and I believe you are making the right choice for you. We have talked about this so much and you really want this. We'll discuss this further on Sunday, but hang in there! I'm rooting for you!!!!!!!