life goes on..
on sunday night i found out my grandmother died. it was so hard at first.
but, life goes on. no matter what, its going on, whether or not you want it to, it has too. no matter how much you try to make it stop, life doesnt wait for anyone.
School, Cheer, and Drama have been keeping my mind off things for the most part.
my friends are kinda doing a good job.. but they really can care less.
I never felt such sadness when i walked into a house. Like, it just chokes you, drains all happiness from you to be replaced with such a numb feeling.
But, life goes on.
Im upset that i wont see Pat this weekend. didnt see him last weekend...
and yet.. im still trying to hold on and make something out of someone that wont come back to me. Which is fine, its great that he want to move on and such .. atleast someone can.
As for me, right now everything is really hectic. grades or terrible... im split between cheerleading and drama. i need to make decisions but i cant. its so hard, i dont want to think yet.
so much to do tonight, and i still need to try to remember my dance for tomorrow, study for bio and spanish. AND find a monologue for drama.
but i need to go visit my family.
ayyiiiyiiiiiiiiiiii
Sarah
but, life goes on. no matter what, its going on, whether or not you want it to, it has too. no matter how much you try to make it stop, life doesnt wait for anyone.
School, Cheer, and Drama have been keeping my mind off things for the most part.
my friends are kinda doing a good job.. but they really can care less.
I never felt such sadness when i walked into a house. Like, it just chokes you, drains all happiness from you to be replaced with such a numb feeling.
But, life goes on.
Im upset that i wont see Pat this weekend. didnt see him last weekend...
and yet.. im still trying to hold on and make something out of someone that wont come back to me. Which is fine, its great that he want to move on and such .. atleast someone can.
As for me, right now everything is really hectic. grades or terrible... im split between cheerleading and drama. i need to make decisions but i cant. its so hard, i dont want to think yet.
so much to do tonight, and i still need to try to remember my dance for tomorrow, study for bio and spanish. AND find a monologue for drama.
but i need to go visit my family.
ayyiiiyiiiiiiiiiiii
Sarah