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i sang the national anthem at the game tonight. it was broadcast over the radio as well. i was so nervous, it was the first time i ever performed that song. im so used to performing operas that performing a classical song was almost hard to do without opretta. anyways, i thoughbt it was terrible. everyone loved it.. so i dunno. i cried though because i thought it was so bad.. but i needed it.. the cry turned from that to another and another until i couldnt handle it. i composed myself. cheered, came home.. and lost it :-(
urgh. its just everything. my mother sick, no one ever home, pat and i not talking. everything cant get worse.
tomorrow im going to see my mother, and then im going to steamtown to buy a business suit for FBLA. man ooo man, i need comfort food.. and i boy to snuggle with.
wanna know what i wanted for valentines day, what would make me super happy :-)...
one of those giant valentines cards :-)
i have no one this v-day. looks like its just going to be a normal day. almost makes me so upset.. urgh. whatever. i give up, i do.. i GIVE UP..
I SURRENDER... im a helpless romantic. i cant survive by myself.. i need someone else.
make this stop.. i want it to just stop already
urgh. its just everything. my mother sick, no one ever home, pat and i not talking. everything cant get worse.
tomorrow im going to see my mother, and then im going to steamtown to buy a business suit for FBLA. man ooo man, i need comfort food.. and i boy to snuggle with.
wanna know what i wanted for valentines day, what would make me super happy :-)...
one of those giant valentines cards :-)
i have no one this v-day. looks like its just going to be a normal day. almost makes me so upset.. urgh. whatever. i give up, i do.. i GIVE UP..
I SURRENDER... im a helpless romantic. i cant survive by myself.. i need someone else.
make this stop.. i want it to just stop already