Nov 28, 2008 11:54
Havnt updated in ages...again.
Has been an eventful few weeks in the world of Sarah, its just beginning to catch up with me. Seem to be tired all the time, but that might be due to the fact that its dark outside all the time when im awake!
Ive had such a laugh since i finished Neil. Its just what i needed to stop me feeling like a 40 year old with no life!! ! ! ! !
I got myself a new fuck friend....who fucked me off this morning for a *long term girlfriend*...which SUCKSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not a happy bunny. To be honest, i wanted more than sex with that guy all along but didnt want to scare him, so let my feelings just remain in my sad little heart. And when he told me he had met somebody this morning i felt kinda..crushed. Its my own fault for getting feelings for a fuck friend. I know the score and i shud have known better. O WELL!
Its a beach party at work 2moz....yes...a beach party in november. Eugh, im gunna be sooooo cold in short behind the bar! My boss is mental. Shes also having a christmas party in june next year. hmmm...
Im getting quite obsessed with new romantic music at the moment. Im turning into such a loser who likes poncey music. I used to love death and thrash metal with a passion but at the moment im into all things synth and electro and 80s hahaha.... not a bad thing i dont suppose.. :-S
I HATE christmas by the way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its just annoying me more and more and more as i get older. So when im working on christmas eve....i am going as my version of Scrooge. I shall be wearing a black and white stripey top, and a black santa hat, emblazoned with BAH HUMBUG. I think that shall let everyone know what i think of this money making time of year!
I hate being told when i should be happy and thats exactly what christmas is. If i dont want to be *happy* on xmas day then i wont be! If i dont want to sit and eat matchsticks and quality street until im sick, then i wont! If i dont want to spend all day in front of the telly watching the same things as last christmas...i wont!!!! So this year, me and my mate are going to the pub! And spending christmas day there! My boss isnt trimming up the pub with tacky xmas decorations thank god...so its gunna be okay :-)
xx