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SO its like half 9 in the morning. didnt get out of work till half 12 ish and didnt sleep till 3. so why am i up now?? I need12 hours sleep so no doubt im going to be grumpy today eh!
Got a lot going thru my mind recently about my past. it still hurts when i look back, but i have moved on an awful lot since all that crap. I've changed for the better and thats all that matters i suppose. I find it really hard to speak to people about my problems, even my b/f so itslike being stuck in a cage. Idarent tell Neil half the things from my past cos idont know how he would react, and i also think...does he really have to know?cant he just take me at face value....or is that lying....gah its just so confusing to me at the moment.
Work is really cool at the moment. Doing 21 hours a week which is alright, and my boss pays for us all to go out clubbing once every three weeks so its just fab. I've met some really good people at the pub whom iwouldnt want to say goodbye to if i everleft darfield, but thats then,..this is now.
Money is truley tight. With neil still looking for work we are both living off my wage, therefore we cant reallydo anything together as most of my money goes on stuff we need
oh well!
Got a lot going thru my mind recently about my past. it still hurts when i look back, but i have moved on an awful lot since all that crap. I've changed for the better and thats all that matters i suppose. I find it really hard to speak to people about my problems, even my b/f so itslike being stuck in a cage. Idarent tell Neil half the things from my past cos idont know how he would react, and i also think...does he really have to know?cant he just take me at face value....or is that lying....gah its just so confusing to me at the moment.
Work is really cool at the moment. Doing 21 hours a week which is alright, and my boss pays for us all to go out clubbing once every three weeks so its just fab. I've met some really good people at the pub whom iwouldnt want to say goodbye to if i everleft darfield, but thats then,..this is now.
Money is truley tight. With neil still looking for work we are both living off my wage, therefore we cant reallydo anything together as most of my money goes on stuff we need
oh well!