Writer's Block: Know Thyself
My favourite thing about myself and why
My favourite thing about myself is that i am a very chilled out person. i dont feel the need for arguments and think that my calmness has gotten me through a lot of tough times. Instead of lashing out i have taken it all in, processed it and then reacted. I think that sometimes people are too quick to lash out at things, weather it be themlseves or other people, or the nearest dinner plate. I think my calmness also has an effect on the people around me. People seem to become who they really are around me, cos i dont put a front on, im just me. So people tend to relax, and then (usually) their silly side comes out. I love to see people being themselves and having a good time. So yeh. Thats my favourite thing about myself.
The thing i hate about myself and why
I have 2 things. They kinda of join together in a way, but not in others. The first is my body. Im huge. I need to lose weight, but all i seem to do is comfort eat, then when i do make an effort and diet and get somewhere, i reward myself.... with crap food. Im addicted. Argh. Anway yeah, some days i love my body, i think yeah im curvy, huggable and have tits and an arse. But other days i just see the fat, and the ugly face, the spots, the stretch marks and the thunder thighs. I hate it. I cant bear to look in the mirror. Its strange how i can go from hating my body to loving it.
The second thing i hate about myself is my paranoia. For example, when im out, i think everyone is staring at me and talking about me. Some days it gets so bad i end up having a panick attack. I especially think people are talking about my size. A few people have said to me i have a warped view of myself, i see myself bigger than i actually am. I personally think im like a beached whale on a beach full of clown fish.
So yeah, they are the two things i hate about myself. I cud put em into one, My paranoia about my size. Tadaaaa.
Sarah
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My favourite thing about myself is that i am a very chilled out person. i dont feel the need for arguments and think that my calmness has gotten me through a lot of tough times. Instead of lashing out i have taken it all in, processed it and then reacted. I think that sometimes people are too quick to lash out at things, weather it be themlseves or other people, or the nearest dinner plate. I think my calmness also has an effect on the people around me. People seem to become who they really are around me, cos i dont put a front on, im just me. So people tend to relax, and then (usually) their silly side comes out. I love to see people being themselves and having a good time. So yeh. Thats my favourite thing about myself.
The thing i hate about myself and why
I have 2 things. They kinda of join together in a way, but not in others. The first is my body. Im huge. I need to lose weight, but all i seem to do is comfort eat, then when i do make an effort and diet and get somewhere, i reward myself.... with crap food. Im addicted. Argh. Anway yeah, some days i love my body, i think yeah im curvy, huggable and have tits and an arse. But other days i just see the fat, and the ugly face, the spots, the stretch marks and the thunder thighs. I hate it. I cant bear to look in the mirror. Its strange how i can go from hating my body to loving it.
The second thing i hate about myself is my paranoia. For example, when im out, i think everyone is staring at me and talking about me. Some days it gets so bad i end up having a panick attack. I especially think people are talking about my size. A few people have said to me i have a warped view of myself, i see myself bigger than i actually am. I personally think im like a beached whale on a beach full of clown fish.
So yeah, they are the two things i hate about myself. I cud put em into one, My paranoia about my size. Tadaaaa.
Sarah
xx