Big Update
wow... it's been like two months since i've written in this thing. a lot has gone on. i dated paul for 6 weeks, he came to wyoming with us, i broke up with him, we came home, he found another woman, and then i stole him back. so now he's mine. and i'm really happy about it. i'm also grounded again. but paul and i still sneak around and see eachother. he comes to see me every day at my job. i'm really excited about us being back together. i'm going to wyoming again on thursday. i'll be back on the 15th. it's really gonna suck because it's going to be all adults. my mom, dad, aunt, uncle, and some cousins of mine that are over 40. my dad wanted me to bring a friend, but there's not really anyone that could go. there's not really many people i would want to bring anyways. the only friends i'll have out there are my horses and dogs. but they'll keep me busy. i want to go on a lot of rides by myself on this trip. it's going to be stressful. oh well, i guess i can handle it. i have to leave for work in twenty minutes. i stopped riding arbie. i ride tie now. he's just over 16 hands. and arbie's only 14 2. tie's a lot more calm and steady. arbie's too stressful. i love him, but i'm always working when i ride him. when i ride tie, it's so much more pleasant and smooth. tie's prettier too. i put paul's class ring on a silver necklace and started wearing it this morning. i can't wait for my dad to bitch at me about it when he gets home. well, i should finish getting ready. maybe i'll be a more constant writer now, i'm going to have a lot of time on my hands. peace~