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Hello darlings! How's everyone doin? Good I hope! Me, I'm alright I guess...just bout to have a freaking anxiety attack. I worry bout things way to much. I've never been like this before. I guess it's just that I don't want anything bad to happen to anyone that I love. Well, CJ and Allen were just chillen in the computer room when CJ's cell rang. I think that it was Sean. And he said somethin bout him wantin to go fight or w/e. So CJ was like ok i'll be right over. And he was like Allen, lets go. He says that he's using Allen for an excuse to go because Allen had no ride home and CJ was his only ride. So that better be his excuse, because if I find out that he went with him..ugh i'm gonna be SO pissed off. u have no clue. First, that would mean that he lied to me, Second, I don't want him getting hurt or fighting at all. I mean, yea, I care about my brother, but he's always being a dumb ass and fighting. I just hope he doesn't get hurt either. Ugh see, I always think about the bad shit. Then like my heart starts to beat fast and like I get tears in my eyes. I hate this. Anyway I'm gonna try not to think about it! Yesterday was 4 of July. I hung out with Allen.....then Allen, my mom, and I went to Moosehaven to watch the fireworks. It was pretty :) Then we came home to a steak dinner that my dad was cookin while we were watching lights in the air.lol. I asked my mom and Allen something yesterday that I found kinda weird. Why are people so amazed by flashing lights in the air? I mean, friggin EVERYONE (cept me lol) were like EWWWWWWWWWW AHHHHHHHHHHH OOOOOOOOOOH WOWWWWWWWWWW....all that bs. Wow man, it's lights.lol. I mean, yuh some are pretty but not like EWWWWWWWWWW AHHHHHHHH OOOOOOOOOH WOWWWWWWW. Then they get an applause...geez. I just don't understand. Well, i understand about kids being amazed, but older people?hmm.Anywho. Brit told me that Simple Plan isn't going to Warped Tour! That Fing sux! I won't be able to have Pierre "as my first kiss!" lol. Damn, I was really looking forward to them playing too. SHIT!lol. Oh well like i said! I maybe goin to the Keys this weekend :) Idk yet though. We'll see..I'll have more updates! Holla if u wanna do somethin one of these days....my b-day is in 14 days by the way!
Sarah