May 27, 2005 14:19
May has deffinatly been a long,stressful month.So much has been happening!Andy tells me that him and shannon are moving,my sister gets married,3 of my best friends graduated along with my boyfriend who is also moving this summer to Colorado.I cant handle all of this.Monday night I think all of these emotions collided together inside of me and I began to cry and cry while Steven held me telling me that everything was going to be ok.Which I know things wil be ok at least I think so but it is soo hard for me to be away from people I care about.I know school next year is going to be rough for me not just school but the whole next year.I guess I am just going to have to pull myself together and look on the bright side of things.
Ill be a senior next year,I have a new room with a much bigger closet,my own bathroom,a new family,trips to look forward to,and plus alot more attention.haha.My dad washed my car for me the other day and made my food.Me and mom also went out to eat together yesterday for lunch.If all thats not great then I dont know what is.Tonight after work me and dad are also going to get paint and get started painting my new room.Well now that im happy again im gonna go.