These friends are, new friends are golden.
I feel like its necessary to post even though nothing really has happened lately. The most monumental this is that it started snowing today. Not like that perfect movie snow you wish for on Christmas Day, but some half rain-half snow crap, and it was snow nontheless. I was walking home from a dud night at the Tir'nanog with the boys (i.e. Dan, Andrew, and Robbie) and Chris was there with his bandsies. Oh man, they like to have fun. Mind you its their own version of fun, but whatever.
I finally talked to him for the first time in months the other night. I think it was Tuesday. It was nice to know he's no longer ignoring me. It was meaningless conversation, but you have to start somewhere. I don't know why it happens like this everytime.
School is going pretty well. I mean I've only had two assignments so far, one was pointless, it took me 30 minutes. My next essay is due Tuesday, and its only 1000 words. I can't believe I've been busting my ass in Biology this entire time. This is awesome! I know that saying that is most likely going to come back to bite me in the ass, but whatever. It's smooth sailing right now.
I'm going home again this weekend. My mom bought tickets for a skating show being hosted by Kurt Browning, with special guests The Barenaked Ladies. Ange is coming with me, and I'm pretty excited. I just wish it wasn't this weekend. It's Brendan's birthday, and I don't want to drive down tomorrow afternoon, only to drive back Saturday afternoon. It's looking like its going to have to happen that way though.
I wish I had something more to say. Honestly, I've been living through others' drama. It's annoying not having your own things to think about. When that happens, you always end up reverting to the past, and its the one thing I hate doing. It makes me depressed, and wanting to be anywhere else but here.
So far I have determined a couple things:
I miss Chris; I don't know why I felt so stifled in highschool by him, but when I look back, it was comforting to have him. Yes things may have moving a little fast, but I should have told him that. Shoulda, woulda, coulda...
I realized the one thing I liked better about highschool: having Ange and Linds with me. Here, I don't have that same closeknit of friends. Yes I have quite a few friends, even some good friends. But there is no one I feel like I can spill everything to should I need it. I hate feeling like that.
So, despite the fact that I feel like my life is in slow motion right now, I'm pretty okay. I could be better, sure, but everyone has those times. This happens to be one of those times.
I finally talked to him for the first time in months the other night. I think it was Tuesday. It was nice to know he's no longer ignoring me. It was meaningless conversation, but you have to start somewhere. I don't know why it happens like this everytime.
School is going pretty well. I mean I've only had two assignments so far, one was pointless, it took me 30 minutes. My next essay is due Tuesday, and its only 1000 words. I can't believe I've been busting my ass in Biology this entire time. This is awesome! I know that saying that is most likely going to come back to bite me in the ass, but whatever. It's smooth sailing right now.
I'm going home again this weekend. My mom bought tickets for a skating show being hosted by Kurt Browning, with special guests The Barenaked Ladies. Ange is coming with me, and I'm pretty excited. I just wish it wasn't this weekend. It's Brendan's birthday, and I don't want to drive down tomorrow afternoon, only to drive back Saturday afternoon. It's looking like its going to have to happen that way though.
I wish I had something more to say. Honestly, I've been living through others' drama. It's annoying not having your own things to think about. When that happens, you always end up reverting to the past, and its the one thing I hate doing. It makes me depressed, and wanting to be anywhere else but here.
So far I have determined a couple things:
I miss Chris; I don't know why I felt so stifled in highschool by him, but when I look back, it was comforting to have him. Yes things may have moving a little fast, but I should have told him that. Shoulda, woulda, coulda...
I realized the one thing I liked better about highschool: having Ange and Linds with me. Here, I don't have that same closeknit of friends. Yes I have quite a few friends, even some good friends. But there is no one I feel like I can spill everything to should I need it. I hate feeling like that.
So, despite the fact that I feel like my life is in slow motion right now, I'm pretty okay. I could be better, sure, but everyone has those times. This happens to be one of those times.