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I haven't updated in a while. Not much is different still. More people quit at work so now there will only be 7 full time people including me and 3 part time that only come in once a few months. We don't have much work anyways though so i guess it doesn't really matter. I feel bad wes feels how he's been feeling i know some of that is my fault we've been fighting lately. I really just want him to be happy and i try to give him advice but he always thinks i'm being controlling when i do. I want to help him be happy. Last night we got into a fight before i went to sleep about him being happy and if he isn't happy being with me i want him to leave me and some times i think he just stays with me because i'm so pathetic. But other times he seems really happy and he tells me he loves me. He is very confusing. I love him though. Today we had a good day so far. no fighting or anything like that. maybe we are just having a bad time with other things in our lives right now. Alot of people have been pissing me off for being irresponsible and just plain stupid and i don't say anything cuz it's not my place to say anything but it still pisses me off alot! well it's time for me to go eat dinner leave a comment! bye!